due to a likely overdose. I feel bad for the guy man….for some guys they can’t resist the call of the meanest of mistresses…their drug of choice. I feel very fortunate that I was either born with it or Pops expressed to me strongly at a young age that your strength of will is critical to survival in this insane world. I‘ve always had an incredibly strong will that I absolutely needed growing up in 1970s Detroit being the weird kid that I was.
Ive fully admitted to a long history of extensive drug use that was due to me self-medicating, as over 60% of TBI sufferers are, even after their diagnosis and being prescribed the proper medication. I think it’s largely due to being normal on you way to serve in the battle against extremists in Fallujah and other cities, received a serious trauma head wound so severe in the prefrontal cortex of the frontal lobes, they often can’t deal with such a severe change and. succumb to the perils of drug addiction, because with a TBI, one of the signals is patients suddenly feeling so uncomfortable I their own skin that they are divenv ive always had the ability to never relapse once I made the decision to quote using a drug. The only one I have issues with still is cocaine, because that bitch of drug changes your brain chemistry to always want more of it. I haven‘t gone out and bought the drug, but if I’m at a social gathering and somebody cuts out a couple lines for me..I will do them even though it’s something I don’t want to do. Laid out in front of me, I can’t resist her…like that gorgeous but mean witch we have all met in our lives that enjoys sadistically teasing and manipulating you for her sick pleasure…and you let her do it because she’s a brunette gorgeous demon from hell that’s as close to an actual 10 with a black heart and a dead soul that can only get her kicks from torturing you. That, my friends, is Mistress Cocaine. Other than her, I’m all good.
I just feel awful for Irsay..yeah he’s a billionaire by inheritance and pretty much an a**hole, but nobody deserves to suffer the tortures of a lifetime of addiction issues that appear to have taken him to the very brink this time. I’m hoping he survives and finds the strength to change his life…starting by wiping his phone of all dealer numbers and those bad actors in his personal life. That’s a good place to start…cutting all the enablers out of your life. It’s harder than it sounds, when I quit drinking what..nearly 9 YEARS ago (wow!) and decided to go all the way by cutting bad influencers out of my life, it was painful because I lost a lot of longtime friends. But it was worth it in the end. Irsay needs to do the same.
I wish him a full recovery with must be his fourth attempt at cutting drugs out of his life. Don’t look down on him for relapsing again…it’s not about the number of times you failed..that sum total has no value towards another attempt. The only number that matters is maybe a person’s 8th attempt that finally sticks, and Irsay walks away feeling victorious, because when it comes to addiction, all the detox rehab stints and endless hours in class and group therapy, and the supposedly constructive exercises that are supposed to open the eyes of an addict when they do the exercise where you estimate how much money on drugs and alcohol that I tore up when my total quickly passed over 1 million before I even completed the first 1/3rd of the exercise. All that did was piss me off at my own stupidity and letting my guard down..allowing cocaine and other drugs to sneak through the cracks of my foundation. I didn’t really learn anything that was of any practical to use to me, especially all that “recognize you are powerless against (Insert your Drug of Choice) and must relinquish yourself to a higher supernatural (almost assuredly a creation of fiction) power to guide you towards redemption. I have a huge problem with everything in that sentence that references that as an addict you are powerless to change your situation. I don’t believe in having to pray to a god to stop yourself from buying a cheap fifth bourbon and a couple of grams of sh**ty “stepped on” blow. (For those who have no experience in the drug world, Stepped on = cocaine cut with another chemical to bulk up the quantity to sell and increase profit) I believe we all have incredible strength in all of us that gives us power to overcome any problem or obstacle in our way. The issue is most people don’t know how to access this inner strength or practice how to apply it successfully. AA and NA should change their negative reinforcement policy that many addicts believe..that they are too weak of character to help themselves and must give up their humanity to a god that never answers critical prayers and likely is just another figment of our imaginations…just like the 15,900+ gods that came before the inception of the monotheistic Abrahamic religions.
A last message to you all, and hopefully Jim Irsay finds a way to read this, because it really is the key to free yourself from oppression while positively reinforcing something critical in life..
There are no gods..
There are no devils..
Believe in yourself
Best wishes Mr. Irsay..I hope this is detox and recovery gifts you the enlightenment that you sir are stronger than addiction, forget what you’ve been told. There is no shame in this game..the only thing that matters is the epiphany that deep down..you don’t even like drugs. You only use to mask the pain. You’re a man in your senior years..every day is a school day..even in your latter years. Dedicate yourself to eliminating the one issue that has damaged you mentally, physically, and destroyed your reputation and credibility long ago. Day 1 starts when you emerge from your coma and has no end. Vigilance is just as important as inner strength.
May Baphomet grant you the wisdom you are searching for, and success at the end of your journey.
“If you cannot move Heaven..then unleash the unholy fires of Hell” Argus Czarlökk - Freelance Warlock
Ive fully admitted to a long history of extensive drug use that was due to me self-medicating, as over 60% of TBI sufferers are, even after their diagnosis and being prescribed the proper medication. I think it’s largely due to being normal on you way to serve in the battle against extremists in Fallujah and other cities, received a serious trauma head wound so severe in the prefrontal cortex of the frontal lobes, they often can’t deal with such a severe change and. succumb to the perils of drug addiction, because with a TBI, one of the signals is patients suddenly feeling so uncomfortable I their own skin that they are divenv ive always had the ability to never relapse once I made the decision to quote using a drug. The only one I have issues with still is cocaine, because that bitch of drug changes your brain chemistry to always want more of it. I haven‘t gone out and bought the drug, but if I’m at a social gathering and somebody cuts out a couple lines for me..I will do them even though it’s something I don’t want to do. Laid out in front of me, I can’t resist her…like that gorgeous but mean witch we have all met in our lives that enjoys sadistically teasing and manipulating you for her sick pleasure…and you let her do it because she’s a brunette gorgeous demon from hell that’s as close to an actual 10 with a black heart and a dead soul that can only get her kicks from torturing you. That, my friends, is Mistress Cocaine. Other than her, I’m all good.
I just feel awful for Irsay..yeah he’s a billionaire by inheritance and pretty much an a**hole, but nobody deserves to suffer the tortures of a lifetime of addiction issues that appear to have taken him to the very brink this time. I’m hoping he survives and finds the strength to change his life…starting by wiping his phone of all dealer numbers and those bad actors in his personal life. That’s a good place to start…cutting all the enablers out of your life. It’s harder than it sounds, when I quit drinking what..nearly 9 YEARS ago (wow!) and decided to go all the way by cutting bad influencers out of my life, it was painful because I lost a lot of longtime friends. But it was worth it in the end. Irsay needs to do the same.
I wish him a full recovery with must be his fourth attempt at cutting drugs out of his life. Don’t look down on him for relapsing again…it’s not about the number of times you failed..that sum total has no value towards another attempt. The only number that matters is maybe a person’s 8th attempt that finally sticks, and Irsay walks away feeling victorious, because when it comes to addiction, all the detox rehab stints and endless hours in class and group therapy, and the supposedly constructive exercises that are supposed to open the eyes of an addict when they do the exercise where you estimate how much money on drugs and alcohol that I tore up when my total quickly passed over 1 million before I even completed the first 1/3rd of the exercise. All that did was piss me off at my own stupidity and letting my guard down..allowing cocaine and other drugs to sneak through the cracks of my foundation. I didn’t really learn anything that was of any practical to use to me, especially all that “recognize you are powerless against (Insert your Drug of Choice) and must relinquish yourself to a higher supernatural (almost assuredly a creation of fiction) power to guide you towards redemption. I have a huge problem with everything in that sentence that references that as an addict you are powerless to change your situation. I don’t believe in having to pray to a god to stop yourself from buying a cheap fifth bourbon and a couple of grams of sh**ty “stepped on” blow. (For those who have no experience in the drug world, Stepped on = cocaine cut with another chemical to bulk up the quantity to sell and increase profit) I believe we all have incredible strength in all of us that gives us power to overcome any problem or obstacle in our way. The issue is most people don’t know how to access this inner strength or practice how to apply it successfully. AA and NA should change their negative reinforcement policy that many addicts believe..that they are too weak of character to help themselves and must give up their humanity to a god that never answers critical prayers and likely is just another figment of our imaginations…just like the 15,900+ gods that came before the inception of the monotheistic Abrahamic religions.
A last message to you all, and hopefully Jim Irsay finds a way to read this, because it really is the key to free yourself from oppression while positively reinforcing something critical in life..
There are no gods..
There are no devils..
Believe in yourself
Best wishes Mr. Irsay..I hope this is detox and recovery gifts you the enlightenment that you sir are stronger than addiction, forget what you’ve been told. There is no shame in this game..the only thing that matters is the epiphany that deep down..you don’t even like drugs. You only use to mask the pain. You’re a man in your senior years..every day is a school day..even in your latter years. Dedicate yourself to eliminating the one issue that has damaged you mentally, physically, and destroyed your reputation and credibility long ago. Day 1 starts when you emerge from your coma and has no end. Vigilance is just as important as inner strength.
May Baphomet grant you the wisdom you are searching for, and success at the end of your journey.
“If you cannot move Heaven..then unleash the unholy fires of Hell” Argus Czarlökk - Freelance Warlock
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